Negative Creep.

I fucking hate every single Scouser. Every single one of them. But right now, I can´t believe it myself, I hate Xabi Alonso that I have always liked. If his tackle injured Cesc for more than two matches... I don´t know how much I´ll want him to burn in the lowest hell but I´m sure it will be much. So yeah, the extremely nerv-wrecking Arsenal-Liverpool match ended 1-1, which was fine. It could have been great, Van Persie´s goal was amazing and the lead felt so good. But then came Keane and scored and I actually asked my Mum if I could kill the Irishman (sorry all of you who support the Irish NT). I couldn´t, unfortunately. What can I say... The ref was partial, I think it was Carra who hit Van Persie on the head, pretty hard, but didn´t even get a yellow whereas Ade got one ridiculous yellow and was later sent off. I know, I´m really pissed off right now, but if Cesc´s injury is bad... I don´t want to think about it. Without Cesc and Ade with only ten man on the second half a draw is pretty fine. Of course, a win would have made everyone more happy. Now, the Gunners need to beat Aston Villa on Boxing Day if they want to fight for the UCL spot, but with this team it doesn´t seem very likely. I keep my fingers crossed, hope for the best and fear for the worst. Seeing Tomas Rosicky watch the match was lovely, I think I don´t need to say how much I miss him. The crowd was amazing on the second half, booing for the Scousers and cheering for the own boys. Perfect crowd. I do have to give the Gunners a thumb up for donating today´s salary to the Teenage Cancer Trust. No matter what, I love them doing charity. If I lived in the UK, I would have been a Giver today.

// Cesc might be out from a week to three weeks to month to six months!!! Cruel, so very cruel. Merry fucking Christmas. I feel so bad for Cesc. :( //

Oh and a little peek to the Spanish chart tells me something nice, Sevilla is vacating spot two. The table is interesting, so it seems none of these leagues this year won´t be played until the last game is over.

My day hasn´t been so great. I think I just broke another toe. The pinkie toe (or whatever it is called) of my left foot. And I just got the toe next to it fine. I can´t believe it... Thankfully it isn´t as bad as it was last time, so I might actually be able to walk tomorrow which would be nice since I was told I need to help clean up the rest of the house. Which also means I should get up earlier than at 11 AM... Like today. Mum was like, why do you stay up so late. Well, I was supposed to go to bed early but then I started talking to Emmi and when I finally hit the sack I had one line in my head and I couldn´t sleep until I got it on paper. Actually, writing that one line down resulted in me rewriting a novel entirely, at 3 AM. I need to type it on computer and it needs a bit fixing, but I´m so pleased with the story. I might post it here sometime later.

i loved it how my Mum pointed out she has seen more football this fall as I have forced her to watch it with me than she has ever seen. And she might just be right :D.

Now I´m off to cool myself down. And answer an email. I forgot to do it yesterday. Sorry.

Listening to: The best and worst of Idols 2008